Please only follow me because you like what I post, not for a follow back. Be ready for both lots of photographs and the occasional rant. This is a place for me to express myself.
That aside- Ciao.
My name is Dahlia. After more than a year hiatus of blogging. I'm back... I needed it.
believing you’re only ever going to be second class,
You’re only as good
as the one’s he says no to.
Only as beautiful
as the days he wants to see you.
Only as loving
as the one who has never known his mistakes.
Devoting all your energy
into someone who will destroy your ability to use it.
Leaving you void of every emotion
Sadness he will let you keep.
Because he hates that you can’t let go.
He hates that you can’t forget.
He’ll breed words that’ll keep you believing.
But words have stopped being enough the first time he betrayed them.
You’ve forgotten how to believe,
in yourself or in him.
You never enlisted in this war.
You didn’t serve the first casualty.
Back then you called for peace.
Now you’ve built upon your offenses.
Because the only time you feel enough,
is when he’s begun retreating.
He’s shown you all the things you aren’t.
But what happened to all the things you were,
when he first saw you.
you were more than this.
This solitude does not define you.
This is me now.
“It’s going to be a little down…”
“Just like his penis.”
You want me to think LONG TERM? Fine.
Everywhere we are, everything we do and are will eventually revert back to a single atom.
The earth will be destroyed.
The solar system will die.
The galaxy will be pulled into the blackhole inside it.
Another galaxy will consume ours.
Dark energy will overpower dark matter, and will reverse the expansion of our universe.
Eventually everything will suppress back into the atom we were created from.
What’s the point in pleasing someone else? We are all so insignificant to care about actions that will be forgotten and erased.
I’m going to be who and what I am; if I’m here, I’m going to be here happy.